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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Somehow everything's changing - or so it seems..Sometimes i juz fantasize.. Like what would it be like if i wasnt living the life im living rite now.. What if things were different? What if i was dating some top notch musician, or what if i had blonde hair and blue eyes? Or what if i was studying at harvard university - Hell no, i wouldnt want that to happen.. Haha..Still remembering the days when i was a study geek in lower secondary, with that long blue skirt and socks that was pulled up all the way to my knee.. That long naturally curled hair that i tied up and it wud be all messed up at the end of the day.. The days when all the upper sec "kor kors" wanted me to be their "mei mei" coz i was small, short and adorable.. When i was shy and quiet and hardly made any frenz..Wow.. things certainly have changed after 4 yrs.. All of a sudden im wearing ankle socks to skool, straightening my hair, slapping on not too much make up on my face (including those thick eyeliner), dressing from "cute girl" to "punk chick".. Whoa.. Not so much of a goody-two-shoes anymore eh? Music sense changed, from pop to rock, to emo punk.. Character has changed, from quiet, to loud, talkative, crazy, wild and hyper.. I gez i like who i am now.. I have more frenz and i get around more easy.. Then, it was classical piano and band music.. Now, its the drums, guitar and loud link parky music.. Whoa.. Now ive started to write my own music, play my own music.. It's like all of me has evolved to something totally diff.. I used to sing to myself and didnt let anyone hear me sing my originally written songs.. Now, im singing in the classroom - juz anywhere and everywhere.. WOW!! The earth is making such quick turns.. A blink of an eye and im 18.. Wow..!!Ok.. Shud i haf voice lessons? Haha.. :P 3:24 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Somehow everything's changing - or so it seems..Sometimes i juz fantasize.. Like what would it be like if i wasnt living the life im living rite now.. What if things were different? What if i was dating some top notch musician, or what if i had blonde hair and blue eyes? Or what if i was studying at harvard university - Hell no, i wouldnt want that to happen.. Haha..Still remembering the days when i was a study geek in lower secondary, with that long blue skirt and socks that was pulled up all the way to my knee.. That long naturally curled hair that i tied up and it wud be all messed up at the end of the day.. The days when all the upper sec "kor kors" wanted me to be their "mei mei" coz i was small, short and adorable.. When i was shy and quiet and hardly made any frenz..Wow.. things certainly have changed after 4 yrs.. All of a sudden im wearing ankle socks to skool, straightening my hair, slapping on not too much make up on my face (including those thick eyeliner), dressing from "cute girl" to "punk chick".. Whoa.. Not so much of a goody-two-shoes anymore eh? Music sense changed, from pop to rock, to emo punk.. Character has changed, from quiet, to loud, talkative, crazy, wild and hyper.. I gez i like who i am now.. I have more frenz and i get around more easy.. Then, it was classical piano and band music.. Now, its the drums, guitar and loud link parky music.. Whoa.. Now ive started to write my own music, play my own music.. It's like all of me has evolved to something totally diff.. I used to sing to myself and didnt let anyone hear me sing my originally written songs.. Now, im singing in the classroom - juz anywhere and everywhere.. WOW!! The earth is making such quick turns.. A blink of an eye and im 18.. Wow..!!Ok.. Shud i haf voice lessons? Haha.. :P
Reach my prismic soul.
The Girl
Eva Marie
aka Black Samara.
Hatefully Twenty-one.
Musician
Drummer
Vocalist
Writer
Giggist
Poet.
Loves
Mozerella cheese
Mee sua
Meiji plain crackers.
Music
Screamm
Guitars
Drumming
Singing
Rocking out.
Chilling at Starbucks/Spinelli
Goofing around.
Black eyes.
Black nails.
Black heart.
Hates
Cucumbers
Dog food.
Posers
heart breakers.
YOU.
Unconditional Desires.
My own Orange County Drumset.
To get my diploma in music next year.
Learn double pedals.
Get Married.
Get my future parents in laws to like me.
The endless connections.
Mix the words up.
You have my thanks.
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